Thursday, December 10, 2009

an interesting thought...


so thinking about that documentary "the great happiness space." in it, the club owner is saying stuff like "we fake love relationships... we sell dreams, that's our job." and also comparing "hosting" to Peter Pan taking people to a world that doesn't exist. and i was thinking, this sounds a lot like my role as a filmmaker. no wonder i like this film so much, granted it's an amazing film, but i can definitely relate, on this level.
-i hope that, while in Japan, I have the opportunity to make my own documentary. this one will be hard to beat for emotional power but i'm sure possibilities are there waiting to be found.

Monday, December 7, 2009

and now, a first draft of a research paper:


Mono no aware

Through my ongoing research, I have been able to come to the conclusion that anything I’m ever going to do or make is ever going to amount to more than a grain of sand in endless desert. Life is transient, yet, what I can do in my lifetime is create beautiful expressions of my experience and grow in my understanding of it all. But more in regards to my research and less about my world-view, I’ve been attempting to learn more about how and why the filmmakers I love make the films they do. Specifically, East-Asian filmmakers, though just through watching their films I can absorb much of what they are trying to say and trying to create and how they feel about it all, but I want to know more, I want to know exactly their thought processes. Through my research I’ve been learning about defining certain ideas, where the ideas come from, and what it takes to get certain ideas across to a viewer.

The phrase “mono no aware” is actually a Japanese phrase used to describe an awareness of the transience of things and the bittersweet sadness of their passing. This is something that’s present in all of the films that greatly inspire my own work, and though I’ve only more recently come across this phrase, I feel it’s something I’ve understood for a long time about the films. Through my readings of interviews with the filmmakers, now I know that this is what feeds much power into the films. Japanese master filmmaker, Yasujiro Ozu, who directed 50 some films in his 60 years of life, is very well known for his use of mono no aware. He would often end his film with a conversation like “ii tenki desu ne,” (it’s fine weather isn’t it) as the characters share a sober smile, even after all that’s happened in the film; to end with such a common thought, it’s as if though they are sad now, they can see the future and it is bright. Ozu truly brought mono no aware to film, and since his death in 1963, filmmakers from not only Japan but all over East-Asia have been inspired to continue the path.

To really get into the directors heads, the majority of my research this semester has been reading a lot of interviews with directors, sometimes over specific films, sometimes general interviews about their filmmaking careers. This has proved to be an excellent source of information, and very reaffirming to me because so often I’m reading the directors explanation of things and think, “that’s exactly how I took it, I got that!” So it’s been interesting finding out how much I really got from films before hearing it defined by the actual directors. But now, I’d like to go through and give some information based around this research, one director at a time.

Kiyoshi Kurosawa from Japan, is actually one of the first Asian directors I really got excited about. “Which genre my film ultimately belongs in is up to the

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audience when it’s finished… although film needs a fictional story element, it also is a medium that allows you to record the reality around you. You’re filming real forests and real people. I think that film for me is a medium point between a fictional story and reality,” says Kurosawa. He’s certainly worked in many genres, mostly in suspense thrillers, but it’s his more recent work that’s really meant the most to me. His 2003 film Bright Future (or Akarui Mirai, I love the Japanese title) is another example of a piece with many small elements but no real “point” to the story. The pace is actually very episodical, though it’s strung together as a time in one young mans life, it moves from one chapter to the next. “Mono no aware” flows through this film in the purest of forms, the 90 minutes spent with Yuji Nimura are more than anything about his coming to terms with the realities of life. He loses his best friend for reasons he’ll never know and all his direction in life, what little there was, is swept out from under him. Some might say this idea of simply accepting life as it is is a weak or easy-way-out but Kurosawa explains, “…accepting life as it is is not a weak or a pressured or a pessimistic thing. I think it’s quite the opposite, it’s a strong, aggressive, positive stance.” But what is also very prevalent in his work is the use of sound and music or lack there of, and using this element in pushing the transience of the film. “Film to me is somewhere in between reality and fiction and I think of sound as defining the world that I’ve created in that film. Sound if what defines that place that is neither story nor reality… because I think when you’re telling the story in visual images you reflect the characters and they can only be that what they are.” Using sound to put us in the heads of his characters is definitely a technique I’ve carried over as well, it gives us tone and emotion without having to bang us over the head with excessive dialogue. Again, it’s something I think is just difficult for American audiences to understand, but that’s what I hope my work changes in people. Kurosawa comments on American films, “…there is a lack of moments of ‘just being.’ American filmmakers have a particular knack for injecting meaning into the space between scenes.”

Next, and equally as important, is Thai director Pen-Ek Ratanaruang. His film Last Life in the Universe remains one of my favorites, and oddly enough, it’s very similar to Lost in Translation. Last Life is not really about any one thing, it’s simply a moment in the time where two very different people come together for a short few days, and we as the observers are simply given this experience to take in and enjoy. Through his quiet interactions and his elegant pacing, often letting a shot continue long after the character has left the frame, he reminds us of the beauty of subtlety. Though most aspects of the film are sad or upsetting in some way, it still retains the ambiguity of being neither a happy or sad film entirely. On the one hand, the male character (Japanese superstar Tadanobu Asano) is a suicidal man that only hastens his fate by becoming involved in his brother’s murderous mafia affairs as well as getting involved with the female character who happens to have an ex-boyfriend who’s just as dangerous. But on the other hand, the reassurance Kenji and Noi provide to each other, reminding each other that everything will be alright, proves to be where the real power lies within the film. Pen-Ek said, “I think happiness is overrated in life. Everyone wants to be happy! But life is so unhappy… a lot of bad things happen to the main character, but they all happen so that in the end he could

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understand that the simple life is the best.” And, that’s really what it’s about, you couldn’t have a film that’s completely one sided, positive or negative, there has to be a balance of learning to accept bad situations as a part of life and remember that no matter what it’ll work out and you’ll be able to better understand things. But he was also quoted as being depressed around the time of making his next film Invisible Waves, and saying “I didn’t mean to make a dark film, but if it turns out to be one, then that’s what it is.” For Pen-Ek, a film is something an individual should either like or dislike, not something to be analyzed; he said, “in Asian film, intelligence and cleverness doesn’t count. You have to be a bit more mature. It’s about emotions, and it’s about what life is about. That’s what our kind of films are about.” And that’s what I love about them, that’s what I want to convey in my work, these simple messages in a simple understandable, universal way that’s not heavy with intellectualism or tied down to any one genre.

Kim Ki-Duk, a Korean director who’s truly mastered the art of silence with films like 3-Iron, Bad Guy, The Isle, and Spring Summer Fall Winter… and Spring, had this to say on why he makes his films, “I don't try to entice viewers to watch, understand, or even like my films. That is not my purpose. Many filmmakers try to satisfy and please viewers but that’s not my job.” I find this important because, yes, I want others to understand what I understand in terms of the power of filmmaking on the understanding of life; but I also understand that it really isn’t my job, it’s not my true purpose in making work. For me, my true purpose is for me, I am the one who hopes to better understand things by creating work, then sharing that beauty with an audience comes secondary. But with Kim’s work, what’s always the most powerful, amazing aspect to me is how involved we become with the story and characters even though there’s barely any dialogue at all. For instance, the main character in 3-Iron never says a single word in the film, and the female lead barely utters a couple sentences only at the very end. And again, he has insight into the difference in views, “…Americans have amore rectangular and rigid perception of things whereas Asians have a circular or round perception.” Translated, I clearly see what he’s trying to say, here, we need everything to be defined, having a beginning and an ending we can clearly understand, but with Asian film (and what I try to do in my work) these things aren’t necessary, it doesn’t matter if things are clear, nothing in life is every that clear anyway.

Just a few more points I want to make and directors to name. Many of these directors are also masters of creating low-key stories that focus more on a characters emotions or taking a slice of time from a characters life in an almost documentary-style way. Hou Hsiao-Hsien, director of CafĂ© Lumiere, uses seemingly throw-away domestic details to elaborate his character’s normalcy, explaining, “the main thing is for the actors to forget the camera. They have to act as if they are working in a documentary. The camera is kept still and at a discreet distance from the actors.” He goes on to say, “basic outlines substituted for detailed dialogue in hopes that the actors could speak naturally – almost reflectively – to bring authenticity to their performances.” This is something I definitely am doing when I am making my documentary-narratives, it’s really a great way to get honesty from

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actors, give them basic ideas of what needs to happen and let them go about it however they choose (and I sometimes don’t tell them when I’m filming or not). Katsuhito Ishii does this often times with actors as well. In his film The Taste of Tea he uses familiar familial images and long cuts to give his films that real-life feel. In a very documentary sort of way, Hideaki Anno, famous anime director, used only hand-held consumer camcorders to make his first live-action film, Love & Pop. With this film, he captures a nostalgic sense of life change, but in an extremely creative and innovative way, his camera work is completely arbitrary, seeming to have no rules or reason to the angles and shots he creates. For instance, there will often be a conversation going on at a table but the camera will be below with the girls’ legs, or in a glass being filled up. And lastly, but certainly not the least, is Hirokazu Kore-eda. His films Maborosi and Nobody Knows are testaments to his quote, “I simply want to look at people as they are.” Like HHH, his attention to detail, use of all natural light, and meshing of the seductive intimacy of documentary and the formal beauty of fiction give his film the appearance of a series of photographs. Maborosi is the story of a woman who’s endured much, it reminds us that sometimes life’s questions are unanswerable, and though the film is deliberately mundane on the surface, using all hand-held cinematography and a mix of actors and non-actors, we become entwined and put into a meditative state as we assess our own value and meaning of life. He explains, “there’s no confrontation, no growth in the relationships, in Japan this is a way to maintain peace and to get through life.” Therefore it’s not in any huge waves that his meanings are defined, but in the small ripples of day-to-day life that the essence of life can be found.

Lastly, I want to talk about the impact Wim Wender’s 1985 documentary, Tokyo-Ga, has had on my research as well. The film is half a portain of modern day 1983 Tokyo, half a tribute to legendary Japanese filmmaker Yasujiro Ozu. Here’s an example from his narration of the film:

“As thoroughly Japanese as they are, these films are, at the same time, universal. In them, I’ve been able to recognize all families, in all the countries of the world… For me, never before and never again since has the cinema been so close to it’s essence and it’s purpose: to present an image of man in our century, a usable, true and valid image, in which he not only recognizes himself but from which, above all, he may learn about himself.”

And I really feel like I don’t need to explain much more about that. That’s the thing about the film, Wenders does such an outstanding job at explaining these ideas and emotions. I learned a lot from watching it, which I’ve done about five times now, it’s a really amazing piece.
So as my research continues into next semester I’ll be continuing to simply watch more and more movies and read about them and read thoughts from directors. But also, I want to dive deeper and learn more about where in Asian cinema history these ideas came from. With such deep (yet simple) concepts, there’s really a never-ending amount of research and meditation to be done on being able to understand life and represent it through film in the most effective, beautiful way.

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Nevertheless, that’s what I’m going to be trying to do in my life, making films that will awe people, films to inspire people, make them smile, make them cry, films that cause people to reflect on their own paths in life. But then again, my films are just as much for me as they are for an audience, it’s just a good feeling when I can show someone how I see the world and they find beauty and value in that, and begin to see similarly. If more people understood mono no aware, I feel like we’d live in a very different world.

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Thursday, December 3, 2009

Lacrimae rerum


Aeneas, while crying, says, "the world is a world of tears, and the burdens of mortality touch the heart," as he gazes at one of the murals found in a Carthaginian temple, which depicts battles of the Trojan War and deaths of his friends and countrymen. As he stands there, Aeneas is overcome by the futility of warfare and waste of human life. The burden man has to bear, ever present frailty and suffering, is what would define the essence of human experience.


[new research coming soon]

Friday, November 20, 2009

Roger Ebert, clearly does not understand East-Asian film, clearly a moron



here's a segment of what this idiot had to say about "All About Lily Chou-Chou:"

"Either you make an experimental film that cuts loose from narrative, characters and comprehensible cinematography, or you do not. Iwai seems to want to tell the story of his characters, and it could be a compelling one (some of the scenes are poignant or wounding), but he cannot allow himself to make the film in a way that can communicate. That would be, I guess, a compromise. He has made a film that few reasonable ticket-buyers will have the patience to endure. It will be appreciated by a handful of highly evolved film watchers who can generate a simultaneous analysis in their minds, but what is the point, really, in making a film that closes out most moviegoers?"

Ticket-buyers?! Moviegoers?! Highly evolved film watchers?! Why the hell is this man such a famous film critic if he can't understand the value of a film on a human level? All that matters is ticket sales? What the fuck! It's not about ticket sales dumbass, it's not about appealing to the masses, it's not about being avante-garde, IT'S ABOUT LIFE! It's about being human! It's about how painful it is to be alive sometimes, and about the beauty of everything, it's about having faith even if it's in some goofy (possibly made-up) pop star, as long as we have something then that's something we can find meaning in in a world that makes no fucking sense most of the time. Roger Ebert, pull your head out of your ass, Martin Scorsese's ass, and the "ticket-buyers" (aka, your-book-buyers) and come back down to Earth. I'm never reading an Ebert review again, what a waste, and I know it's not just contemprary Japanese film that eludes him, he trashed Blue Velvet too! I mean, I'm not a huge fan of that movie but at least I can see the value in it. I'm gonna kick your ass someday Roger Ebert you fat idiot.

Thursday, November 19, 2009

this kind of life keeps breaking your heart.



UPDATE! FIRST IN A LONG TIME!

Well what's new. First, I've made an album on Facebook of some production stills of anyones interested, just a few up now, but i'll keep adding.
Second, been using last.fm to discover all sorts of new music, well actually one main sort really, it's found me a bunch of Japanese post-rock/ambient/experimental/instrumental/electronic stuff that I've then been proceeding to download. I'm happy about it, I always love finding new music. Suggestions for you:
- Haruka Nakamura
- I Am Robot And Proud
- Akira Kosemura
- Te
- Motoro Faam
- Takahiro Kido

Yeah, and also Hammock, I sent you all links to a couple of their videos, stuff is so good. the title of this blog entry is the title of one of their songs I'm really loving.

Otherwise things have just been crazy. Chugging along with shooting, really nothing to report, same old tune: working at it, slow going having to work around my schedule and everyone else's but that's just the way it's gotta be. uhhhh, MOVIES!

Lately I've seen a couple movies worth noting, ok first I'll talk hollywood movies. "2012," uhhh, I don't know, you know why I had to see it, end of the world thing, but yeah. It was pretty bad of course, but special effects were good and Woody Harrelson was a nice surprise. Also saw "Law Abiding Citizen," again, just because, just for entertainment, which it was entertaining so that's all I really have to say about that. Then I also finally saw "Where the Wild Things Are," and I don't quite know how to feel about that one... I think I need to see it again. It was kind of overly depressing and dramatic throughout the whole film with these little breaks now and then with a fun little montage of them romping about having fun. It's just such a downer the whole time, but it wasn't emotional at all really except for a few parts, it was like trying so hard to be sad that I just felt completely uneffected by most of it. But of course the cinematography was great, the locations and costumes were all really great. Music got a little old by the end. I'll have to see it again probably, but at the same time, I don't really want to sit through it again and just feel the same again afterwards sooo...
Asian films worth noting: "Hana & Alice" by Shunji Iwai, and also "All About Lily Chou-Chou" by the same director. I've heard of the latter film many times but hadn't ever taken the time to watch it. They are both very great films about youth(high school) in modern Japan. Not so much of the bright natural light that draws me to other similar films, still natural light but it's the darker side more, more gloomy. Japan obviously has just as many gloomy days as it does bright so it makes sense to mix it up or show one or the other primarily. One interesting notable shot from "Lily Chou-Chou" is from the back of what's probably a truck while 3 boys ride bikes following, it's shot in the green night-vision with a large spotlight on the boys, pretty interesting. Otherwise many similar motifs: trains, family life, odd camera angles, desaturation, odd characters. I like 'em, another director to add to the list!

ALSO: this probably won't reach anyone in time, but a reminder I'm organizing the screening of "Bright Future" tomorrow (today technically, 1:07am) at Irving amphitheater @ 7:00PM! I think Claire's the only person who's seen it, so hopefully I'll see some-most of you there so you can see a full-length example of where I'm coming from. If not, I'm going over the idea with Cyan about turning this into a regular thing every week or every other week or something, screening East-Asian films or just foreign maybe, of course I'd prefer only Asian but we'll see how it goes.

Saturday, October 17, 2009

i use science and technology to formulate my theory that your DNA is the DNA of something strange and amazing


still trying to make all the finishing adjustments on this script. i keep having all these little things that need to get done right away, and having no time to work on this damn thing. it's very frustrating. yes, studio comes first, but what am i supposed to do, fail my other classes?

anyway, watched a really good movie called "Cafe Lumiere" which starred one of my favorite actors Tadanobu Asano. It was a really good lesson in slow pacing, letting the audience get really comfortable in a space. One scene in particular: Asano and Yoko are in his bookstore and as they sit there and have a slight conversation while flipping through books and cd's the camera remains still in front of a window, outside the window is the street where sunlight reflecting off the passing cars dances around room. it's great.

the 20 Movie Pack: Apocalypse movies Claire lent me is pretty awesome, some goodies in there. working on trying to narrow that stuff down and selecting what i'm going to want to use.

new album from Converge, "Axe to Fall" is amazing.

I'm beginning to find film review writing not so fun anymore. you have to be so serious and i write much better when i can just be opinionated and casual. whatever.

Friday, October 9, 2009

it's like... like nothin matters! i bet it does.


yeah, i don't know, i'm beginning to lose faith in this whole blog thing. i know no one from class reads this. am i just doing this for me? i know cyan wants us to keep this updated but other than that there's really no point. anyway, it doesn't matter...

i just wanted to say i spent the last hour or so reading through the short journal i kept through most of my freshman year here. it was pretty crazy. crazy how much it helped me learn about myself. i mean at the time i was just writing whatever but now reading it it's like, hey, i knew what i was talking about. so it was interesting. really depressing too. nostalgia. ugh, all that kind of stuff. that was just a very very hard year. an especially hard spring emotionally, mentally. Never had i wanted to leave more than March of 2007. but it's interesting, the thing that kept me sane, got me trough it was just my dream of not giving up til I had at least been to Japan, all i wanted was to just get to Japan. Of course, for anyone who know's the story, the net year, January 2008 was just as hard if not worse, I really just don't really like talking about it. such a weird time. very painful to think about.
but now that i've been to Japan, i just feel even more motivated to just get BACK to Japan. i just don't really know how to explain it. Wim Wenders explained it pretty well in "Tokyo-ga," the magic of Japan, what exactly it is about that place that makes it so wonderful to certain people. just watch that film and you'll know what i mean. but then again, the few of you that MAY read this probably won't see it, so nevermind. sorry-

Thursday, October 8, 2009

DESPERATE LIVING!


HORSE the band has done it again!!!

i've been listening to their new album "Desperate Living" since monday and i can't get enough of it, it's amazing. they've never let me down before, this is a band that can simply do no wrong, people.

i would say you need to listen to it (them), but i know it probably won't be exactly everyone's style, especially those of our class (assuming that no one else aside from classmates might ever read this). but here's a link to something you might find somewhat interesting, give it a chance...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nBvWgbcE8J4

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

"wasting my life" -Keiichi


so just a little note.
I just got done watching a film called "Tokyo-ga" by Wim Wenders.
It was so great. It's basically half documentary on modern Tokyo (modern to 1985 when the film was made) and half documentary about Yasujiro Ozu, legendary director of 50 some films in his 60 years of life. Wenders just has a lot of really good points and inspirational things to say. It's interesting that what he loves so much about the films of Ozu are the same ideas I love so much about contemporary Japanese film (made since '85). Ideas like film capturing real life, telling a very simple stripped down story, use of nostalgia, and making films that are very Japanese, yet completely universal.
In the part of the film where he visits Ozu's grave he points out that there is no name on the tomb, only the Chinese character for "mu" meaning emptiness/nothingness. He then goes on a long though about this which I found incredibly fascinating: nothingness is an idea that fills us with fear;
"each person sees for himself...life. and each person knows for himself the extreme gap that often exists between personal experience and the depiction of that experience up there on the screen. we have learned to consider the vast distance separating cinema from life as so perfectly natural that we gasp and give a start when we suddenly discover something true or real in a movie. be it nothing more than the gesture of a child in the background, or a bird flying across the frame, or a cloud casting it's shadow over the scene for but an instant. it is a rarity in today's cinema to find such moments of truth... for people or object to show themselves as they really are. that's what was so unique in Ozu's films. ...films which actually and continuously delt with life itself and in which the people, the objects, the cities, and the countrysides revealed themselves. such a depiction of reality, such an art is no longer to be found in the cinema... it was once... mu, nothingness, what remains today."
So I have just been looking into this "mu" a bit more and find it extremely interesting.

http://www.soundofmu.no/2006/about-mu.html

Also, Werner Herzog had a cameo random appearance coincidentally in Tokyo at the same time as Wenders.

On a side note: I've begun my application to the JET Program. My application portion is done, now I have to write my statement of purpose and wait for my letters of recommendation to come back to me. I'm very affraid.

Monday, September 28, 2009

your rebellion is resultless so be angry at yourself


hisashiburi desu yo! minasan komban wa,
so as you know the script is done but i'm not sure anyone's read it yet, but neither have my actors so it's ok, we're working on it. in the mean time i've found a few more locations. i think, since last i've posted, megan and i looked at this spot she
wanted to show me, it was great! and no wild dogs this time!

also, i've secured an actress for Dave's girlfriend, named Angie in the script, will be played by Julie Lehenbauer. she's excited about it i think, so that's good, i gave her the low-down on her part and she seemed to like it. also(big news), i think i FINALLY have a person in mind for the main character, apply named MP (male protagonist, not military police. however there will be an edit to the script to include a reference to military police).
i'm gonna talk to him about it tomorrow, so cross our fingers. I wish I could use Andy again, but that's just not going to work, I think this other person will work well though, so we'll see. let you know how it goes convincing him.

negative news, found out from my district manager that it's against corporate policy to shoot any kind of photo or video inside the store, so i emailed Gamestop's PR office lady asking her to speak to me about working something out, so wish me lu
ck, waiting to find out about that.

uuuuhhhhhhh i dont know. i think i'm getting unwell, not from this project or anything relevant to this blog at all, but i'm not sure, but a bit concerned.

OH, i remember what i was going to say. I'm gonna be starting my JET application pretty hardcore here soon, so that'll be fun! a lot of writing and rewriting and perfecting paperwork! for those of you who don't know, JET is a program for post-grad
s to go to Japan and teach english to students for a year at a time. i'm thinking of doing that for a year then coming back to grad school. so it's exciting, but like i said, lots of work, a very arduous application i'm told.
http://www.jetprogram.org/

aaaand as far as my research project. i've gotten a couple
good books on contemporary Japanese and East-Asian cinema that should be good reads, so i'll probably focus on that. to be specific:
"Contemporary Asian Cinema" and
"Outlaw Masters of Japanese Film" which has a whole chapter on the director of Bright Future (Akarui Mirai), so that's cool. havent gotten a chance to look at them too much. or for that matter, havent gotten a chance to watch much movies lately. i'll be honest, i've gotten into LOST a little bit. I'm kind of embarrassed about it, but it's so addicting, which is why i never wanted to start watching it in the first place. but i'm trying not to let it interfere with anything else, aside from taking away from watching better things. anyway, i think i may quit cold-turkey this week. just finish season 3... haha, i dont know.


I did however download Shiki-Jitsu, the film Hideaki Anno made after Love&Pop, it looks real relevant, so i'm gonna watch that sometime in the net few days. i also ordered this cool "50 Movie Pack: Nightmare Worlds!" It looks like some real good public domain fodder, here's a link:
http://www.amazon.com/Nightmare-Worlds-Movie-Pack-Collection/dp/B000H5U68O/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=dvd&qid=1254197185&sr=8-1
and i'm also gonna order the 50 movie pack for Sci-fi also, read the script and you'll see where this all comes into play. i also just wanna see these classy old films for personal enjoyment, i've read they're mostly pretty bad!


began learning some Korean this week! i can say a couple things. also, i decided my side goals for this year are also learning some basic Maya, getting better with After Effects, and learning how to use a tablet to paint with Photoshop, AND finally learn how to vector in Illustrator. So i'm sure some of you can help with that or know good sites or programs to help learn, let me know about that later though, too busy for it now. anyway, none of that really pertains to my thesis work, it's just side little personal goals. all those things, learn some basic Korean, learn more Japanese and Kanji and hopefully get a show for my photography from Japan. just so you know.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

my upstairs neihbor stomps around a lot

So just a few quick things:
checked out a few locations today, that Tower Park at 77th and Holmes was nothing too exciting, but a few blocks south, there was a very cool abandoned school, which i think Frank mentioned, that i liked a lot.
on another note, i watched Gigantic this afternoon/evening, film by Matt Aselton, starring Paul Dano, Zooey Deschanel, and John Goodman. it was actually pretty good. it wasn't one of my new favorite movies ever, but it had a lot of redeeming qualities, good characters, good cinematography (with a few very exceptional shots here and there).
as for now, as it becomes bedtime, i am taking part in my quarterly watching of 300!
suuuuuuuper tired-

Sunday, September 13, 2009

And if there was progress to be made we'd make it under the assumption that we're making progress on the improgressive reality of my progress

yeah, make sense of that! i can't!
but anyway, as per an anonymous request, here's some more news:
easy stuff first, here's some movies i've been watching,
"Nobody Knows (Dare mo Shiranai)" by Hirokazu Koreeda, it's a movie based on a true story about a single woman who has to hide the fact that she has 4 children in order to find a place to live. but then she abandons them and leaves her oldest 12 year old son in charge of taking care of the younger three, it's super sad, but a really good movie, exactly my style of story telling and cinematography, i liked it a lot.
Other than that, really haven't watched anything super interesting that i can remember. watched Bright Future (Akarui Mirai) again, good as usual, studied it for the imagination/reality interchange, found some good ideas.
Watched part of The Time Machine (old one) and was just kind of disappointed in how it was going to I didn't finish it.

In other news, script is ALMOST all laid out. I really wish it would have been done by now, but with being busy with other classes and work and crap, it's just not. It's really hard to get into that meditative mind of being able to concentrate on it. But it should be done within days.
Technical explorations will be conducted this week. Testing shooting in low light, and different kinds of audio recording because i really don't like doing it and/or don't know enough about it.
But I have found some good locations, Mimi's actual room will be her character's room in the movie, it works out just right. Also found just some random spots for outdoor locations, photographed a bit. still looking for a good merry-go-round, so let me know.
Although it's kind of a waste of time probably at this point, i've been doing lots of research to try to come up with ideas for a title/character names. like i mentioned about the light-related character names. things like that, looking through books about symbolism, not like symbolism in art and crap like that, but like traditional and ancient symbols.

I think the biggest reason that the script writing is going a bit slow right towards the end of it is because i just want to be real serious about it and make sure it's absolutely as good as i can make it. I mean, as artists we're always coming up with better ideas, but for the time being, i want this work to be the best my current state can produce. So i keep thinking about it and thinking about and thinking about thinking that it's still not quite good enough, that it needs just a bit more, that it needs something. so anyway, i hope that's legitimate, i know it needs to get going, i don't want to be shooting in winter, so...

also on another note, i had a very very nice surprise last night when my friend Keiichi Hashimoto, who chloe and i stayed with in japan, called me on skype! we got to talk and see each other for about an hour and just chat and catch up and practice some jap-english together. it was great, i really miss him. we somewhat jokingly talked of having him come to America and stay with us so we can have a joint photography show together, him and chloe and i. that would be awesome, but we'll see what happens, that would be real expensive for him obviously.
and in my spare time i have made for myself this past week and a half or so (which has been about 4 hours total) i have finally gotten a chance to try Fallout 3, awesome game and I can't wait til winter break when i have time to actually play more. and i also got back into a little old hobby of Gunpla, Gundam modeling. excited about that too, but again, more excited for having more time for it someday in the future.

keep thinking and i think, dakara, i am da ne.

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Some progress:


I've got a minute, so I'll go over some progress from the week. After hitting a wall with the script-writing a little bit, I've figured some more aspects out and approaching it in a much simpler way and it's coming along again. And I'm happy with how it's going, so onward.
I still don't have an idea for who's going to play the male main character though, so that's something I'm still trying to figure out. Also, names for the two main characters, I'm trying to think of names that could have some association to light or the sun...something like that. I've tryed doing some research into mythology and old world religions terms for characters or gods associated with light, but that hasn't really worked out, all the names are too goofy, they would just sound weird. So I'm open to any ideas.
In other news, I got my 35mm film from this summer developed, so I've spent 2 days scanning negatives but I'm finally done with that! And I've got a hand full of real good images I'm excited about, so it's been good working with those for a couple days. I'll be getting my application in ASAP for the KCAI crossroads gallery, to show Chloe and I's photos in November hopefully, if not maybe in the spring.

Main goals for the moment: finish script, scout some locations and secure locations, figure out actors and names!

Friday, August 28, 2009

Senior Thesis Project Proposal

Working Project Title: Time and Space (working title)
Proposed Medium: Digital HD video
Genre: full-length fiction/drama
Stage of Development: planning/development

Describe project in one sentence: I will tell the story of two people looking to escape the lives they’ve come to live in pursuit of their dreams, and as they come closer to realizing their dreams their paths draw closer.

Describe project in 250 words or less:
I want to write/produce/direct/shoot/edit and release a fictional drama roughly 60-80 minutes in length. The story is that of two young adults, one male and one female protagonist who both share the same dream of escaping their hometowns and seeing the world. The female is a bubbly character that lives in her own world, her parents are deceased and she has been home-schooled by her aunt and uncle; she wishes to get out and see everything there is to see. The male character is a college graduate, but hasn’t moved on with his life and floats through life’s ups and downs with the idea that it’ll all be better as soon as he gets away from everything and everyone. As they begin to realize their dreams they begin to detach from their former lives, but they also begin to notice each other. Random encounters blossom interest but new relations mean another delay of the greater dream. What is most important in life and what is real?

Main goals to be achieved:
Make a movie that is emotionally powerful and expresses the beauty of life through balance of loss and despair, and hope and happiness. I want to grow as an artist and a professional as I plan, produce, and direct this work. I want to learn new things about filmmaking, continue to learn more about photography, and most of all just continue to learn in general.

Describe project in conceptual, theoretical, historical, and cultural terms:
I think the characters in this work really speak well to the youth of the modern time. Over the past century as extended travel has become more and more accessible, the hopes and dreams of traveling to distant lands and discovering new things have continued to spread through generations. This is something I think anyone can relate with, wanting to escape from the mundane to the unknown. This all as well as the film’s issue of balancing and individual’s dreams against the basic human desire of personal connections with others.

Discuss technical pursuits:
For this work I want to experiment a lot with different advanced techniques of shooting and editing; I want to illustrate dream-states and great imagination. I will also work more extensively with storyboarding and directing. And once completed, I will produce and (hopefully) sell DVDs of my work.

Who will be the project’s audience?
Aside from the KCAI audience, I want to submit the film to different film festivals in order to just get the movie out in the public and gain some recognition for myself. I think those who enjoy it most will be anyone who enjoys independent young movies, movies about life, things people can relate to.

What will be the appropriate venue for your work?
Theater, private and public screenings. DVD sales.

How will this work act as a vehicle to your artistic and professional growth?
As an artist and a professional, my dream is to go on to work in the field of nature and wildlife documentary filmmaking. This work will assist in basically getting me recognition in the industry, hopefully impress a lot of people with my cinematography and editing so that I can use those skills to move into the field I wish to be in. I do wish to continue making fictional independent films also, I enjoy them as well, but I’ll enjoy making them in between projects in the natural world.

What are your primary influences?
For this projects my main influences remain in East-Asian independent films, like those of Kiyoshi Kurosawa, Pen-Ek Retanaraung, Kim-ki Duk, Takeshi “Beat” Kitano, katsuhito Ishii, Wong Kar Wai as well as cinematographer Christopher Doyle. I also continue to be inspired by the works of Darren Aronofsky. I have also been very inspired by the natural world and nature photography. I have continued to read and research the Nationa Geographic Society and it’s contributing photographers and filmmakers.

ininiation

first official post. production book and script coming along slowly but surely. tough first week so far.
GOOD NEWS: should be getting Tokyo! in the mail today from Netflix, looking forward to finally seeing it. I think it will provide a lot of good ideas for the thesis-